Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Battle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense pain sprang behind my right eye. Then came quick jolts, like electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then returned with increased force. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often start with severe discomfort behind one eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, severe agony around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, like many triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the inability to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing texts propose unusual remedies for what modern experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel that delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack passed.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of well-known people.
But leading specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are managed with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a